Damn it all! I'm furious with myself at the moment, immensely furious but also upset. I recently found out that I had fallen in love with this guy - problem is he has a girlfriend.
I can't tell you how many times I've argued with my damn self about this - I failed. My brain and my heart wouldn't listen - I can't stop thinking about him. It's the first time I've felt this way about anyone. It hurts so much when I think that he doesn't know how I feel about him - I want to tell him privately about how I feel. I need to let this off my chest because keeping it in is making me feel like I'm dying inside.
I'm angry with myself for falling in love with him - angry and happy. I feel really awful about it. I hate myself for it. I'm ashamed of it. We get on so well with each other and that's what makes it really difficult for me - I need to tell him. I won't feel better unless I tell him. I just hope that it won't ruin our friendship - I'm really confused at the moment, I have other problems and I really don't need this at the moment. I really want some advice on this.


~ Aeris



Yuna cosplay progress

Obi: 90%
Shirt: 100%
Skirt: 100%
Sleeves: 100% (I just need to alter them a little)
Boots: Have them already.
Earrring: Haven't started yet
Tube-like things that hang from the hibiscus: Haven't started yet.

Future cosplays/Hope-to-does (whatever you wanna call it)

Aerith Gainsborough: FF7 AC - [link]

Elena: FF7 AC - [link]

Cissnei: FF7 Crisis Core - [link]

Naminé: Kingdom Hearts 2 - [link]

Olette: Kingdom Hearts 2 - [link]

Rika Furude: Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni - [link] (different outfit than picture)

Rena Ryuugu: Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni -[link]

Satoko Hojo: Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni - [link]

Xiao: Dark Cloud - [link]